I am a 54 year old man and have been in a relationship with the same woman for nearly 30 years. Then I was unfaithful to her with a man. It was my first time going all the way. I went back twice again in the next two months. I knew what I was doing was a betrayal but I did it anyway.

I decided to write this blog to… I don’t know… give me a release? Help me work out why I did what I did? Justify it, even.

I have left comments open and welcome your thoughts on anything I have written.

Content/Trigger Warning: Frequent mention and sometimes graphic description of sex and drug use. Not suggested reading for younger audiences.

  • The Beginning

    17th Sep 2019 by

    I took a cock in my mouth for the first time when I was ten years old. I was at an all-boys boarding school and the other boy was one of my classmates. It was all done consensually in an atmosphere of experimentation and curiosity. We were just learning about our bodies and trying to… Read more

  • Interlude

    11th Nov 2021 by

    …and a long one at that. If you’re still subscribed, I applaud your patience. I am determined to get back to this blog so in the meantime here’s a fantasy I wrote last year. Authors Note: The guy I’m walking in with is the guy who was the first to fuck my arse and showed… Read more

  • Stimulate Me!

    17th Oct 2019 by

    Sex and drugs (and rock and roll, if you want to!) I lost my virginity aged 15 with a woman 8 years older. She was a friend of my mother’s and we were attracted to each other almost immediately. We only had sex three times and to be honest, none of it was particularly satisfying… Read more

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